clothes

..hold so many memories.

what hurts alot is that my favourite trackpants/genie pants currently have harleys semen on them. how gross is that? i find it discusting.

so, around a week after the first time he broke my heart i went shopping, pretty much by myself but my mum was in the same complex.

i bought a bra and undies set, and i promised myself that no matter what, no boy would ever see them.

because theyre so gorgous, and too many of my gorgous clothes have been deemed unwearable because they hold too much rememberances. hey, i just made up another word. cool :)

anyway, this particular set is awesome. little blue and white pinstripes with a pink ribbon around the trim that has white spots on it. the undies are baggy, and the bra is that kind that could be a strapless if so needed.

theyre cool. and for no boy to see.

i have this awesome bra that is black and pink sorta sebraish stripes with black tulle around the top and its really racy but really sexy too :) ... i wore that when i went to harleys house ... he liked it ... i can no longer wear it ... see?

gah.

but, on the same yet other hand, some clothes i wear too much coz their of happier times. ie lee riders that i bought with my mum in queenstown on our day off skiing. we went to lunch together and spent the day shopping :) it was so much fun :)

and i wear my necklace too much coz jaz gave it too me, and i guess i could never wear my wedding ring too much coz marriage is for eternity and so is the wearing of the ring. :)

i wear liloozahs top a fair bit (alot) too :)

i asked my mum if i was ungrounded in the time between the end of term and when i go to perth (the wednesday after we break up) and she said no, im ungrounded when i get to melbourne. BUT, i said so i cant see lily? not after all this time? and shes like, maybe, if she comes to our house and your good and dont do anything stupid (ie smoke dads plants in a milo tin bong a la oscar and his friends).

maybe sleepovers are allowed? im not sure.. i hope so

ooooo i just remembered something that is actually on topic (for once) .. i bought $400 worth of clothes today :) yayyy :) i love love love them :)

some bitch on ebay out bid me 4 seconds before the end. i was counting down with my mum the seconds and it got to 4 and it was so exciting and then the little red words flashed up and im like NOOOOOO YOU BITCH! so i tried to enter my higher price in time but i didnt get there in time :(

it was this cool embroidered hippy vest that i really wanted :(

poo bum wee face.

i left sophias dead body floating in the water until dad got home (3 days or so), she turned brown and started to decompose. festy. and the water went all murky. festy.

i have 3 dead souls in my room... :l

did it ever occur that the word pimp is in pimple? lolzer.

tomorrow ill post about that ride at luna park that caught fire and 7 people died.

im freaking myself out now.

byebye